February 1916

Diary scan, February 1, 1916 (Tuesday)
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February 1, 1916 (Tuesday)

Cold - Frost. McCarthy & 6th inf. on the job this A.M. Didn’t get up tonight as I went into Bailleul with Pepler to destroy an unexploded bomb dropped by an aero this aft. - Pear shaped, 20”x7”, 20 lbs. - Must have been full of H.E. Had my hair cut by a blacksmith. Sunday night raid very successful. 5 prisoners. - To be repeated on our front I fancy shortly with the aid of the “wire torpedo.” Morrow dug into some ancient Hun casualties tonight. “All the perfumes of Arabia” etc.

Diary scan, February 2, 1916 (Wednesday)
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February 2, 1916 (Wednesday)

Cold. - Joe went lame but he may be swinging the lead. - Rode down to 5th & 4th Batteries. - Didn’t see Mac this time either. - Took down R.V. Mac’s papers. - New dining room open. Gas alert off. - Something to come off next week I think, as Turner doesn’t want to go on leave. - Looks as if preparations are under way for a big move. - Warning re - correspondence came in yesterday. - Instructions for disposal of surplus stores came in today. - Letters from home & Charley.

Gas alert on again.

Relief night.

Diary scan, February 3, 1916 (Thursday)
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February 3, 1916 (Thursday)

Foggy to clear. New moon. O.C. returned from leave. Went up to look things over - Joe absolutely off. - Lots of planes out. - Watched the Archies tear off about 100 rds at one. - Was up on the carpet this aft & was pleased to hear that the Gen had looked over the job & raised a holler to the C.R.E. - Needless to say it spoiled my appetite. - The Major went up & looked things over & I was mighty nervous of the outcome. Was much relieved when he came back and only advised a few alterations. - Activity in front line caused the party to use the trench. - One man wounded in stomach. - One cap tipped. M.G. in new position to our L. rear opened up suddenly & nearly made me jump out of my boots.

Diary scan, February 4, 1916 (Friday)
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February 4, 1916 (Friday)

Rotten, cold & rainy. Went up in the morning, and again at night. Got a nice chill, sticking around.

Alexander - new wiring officer for 1st Bgde.

Bill Walbank & O. Halloran called around, just in with 7th Bgde amm. Column.

Couple of letters from Hazel & 50 De Reskes from K. Mackey. This is a tough war.

Diary scan, February 5, 1916 (Saturday)
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February 5, 1916 (Saturday)

Cold - Didn’t go up this morning. - Must frind a place to call in at night & get warmed up. Tried R/E Fm. tonight. A. Co’y - 3rd Bn.

Great aero activity this morning. Called in at the heavy battery to bring Cue home.

Diary scan, February 6, 1916 (Sunday)
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February 6, 1916 (Sunday)

Raw & wet.

Feeling pretty punk. Went up this morning. Slept, had a bath, and attended service. Whitcombe shot last night working on the cut-off. Buried this aft. Intended to write some letters but feeling pretty rotten so turned in early, after writing one.

Diary scan, February 7, 1916 (Monday)
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February 7, 1916 (Monday)

Clear. - Turner’s party to come off tonight. - He is badly disappointed at being ordered on no account togo over the parapet. - Eric Reddy was in this aft. - Didn’t stay up very long tonight.- Came in + wrote home - Spend the aft. writing Hazel - Have been getting hauled over the coals for not writing.

Diary scan, February 8, 1916 (Tuesday)
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February 8, 1916 (Tuesday)

Intermittent heavy showers - Heavy rain tonight. - The show didn’t come off last night. Breakfast in bed again this A.M. - Couple of letters from Hazel. -

McKenzie I/c 3rd Bn. working party again tonight. - Phoned brigade & a party cancelled on account of weather. - I wasn’t sorry to come in but the work as to be done & his party last night didn’t do much. - Saw Joe Edwards & co’y taking 10 long lorry loads out of Wulverghem - That won’t leave much of the fair city. - Expect to retire early.

Diary scan, February 9, 1916 (Wednesday)
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February 9, 1916 (Wednesday)

Clear & cold. -

Rose in time to get up there & back before lunch. - Las night’s affair had to be abandoned. Enemy on the alert. - Capt. Richardson of the 2nd killed bringing in men who had not heard recall. - First mail direct arrived today.

Diary scan, February 10, 1916 (Thursday)
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February 10, 1916 (Thursday)

Clear - Up early. Visited the job. - Gus & I intended visiting the big town of Bailleuil this aft only the tour is lengthened to six days. - No relief night. I’m fed up with this no dinner game. - Almost ill tonight if it hadn’t been for Cripp’s kind mercies. Some nifty little shack he has at St. Q. - Should have found it before. - Will do it again, believe much.

Diary scan, February 11, 1916 (Friday)
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February 11, 1916 (Friday)

Rained all day. Got up in time to be late for lunch and did nothing all aft. - Expected parties to be cancelled but nothin stirring. - Infantry grousing as usual. - Spent most of the time at St. Quentin & came down early. - Foolishness to send parties but a night like this they won’t do anything.

Diary scan, February 12, 1916 (Saturday)
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February 12, 1916 (Saturday)

Dull & rainy. Got up, had breakfast & went back to bed. - Read M.F.E. all morning - Must get some solid literature out from Blitey - Relief night but weather too rotten to go in to Bailleuil - Heavy bombardment up around Ypres all day. - Took a walk up as fat as 2nd A.C.T. Co’y & paid them a visit. - Bunch of mail from home - Spent the eve’g writing. - The gramaphone has been out of action, to the O.C.’s sorrow. Stubbins examined the cartridge case.

Diary scan, February 13, 1916 (Sunday)
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February 13, 1916 (Sunday)

Sunday, really sunday & a hell of a fine sunday morning too. Nice drizzle to ride up in. - Mud deeper than ever. - Cleared up after lunch - Had a snooze for a couple of hours. - Great aerial activity. 17 machines up including the new double engine battle plane. -

Good night for working. - Party finished task 9 P.M. - Too early - Waited for Cur. at Dr. Stn. - Called at Heavy Batty. J.C.M. played havoc with the chips and sold the R.E. park for a top of rum. To think a year ago to-day I wasted a perfectly good sat. aft. in the Drafting Room

Where Things Stand

A Year Ago Today

February 13, 1916

"To think a year ago to-day I wasted a perfectly good Sat. aft. in the Drafting Room." A year earlier, in February 1915, he was still a private soldier well back from any front, filling ordinary office hours in England. Now he's finishing a working party at 9 P.M., waiting on a dressing station, watching a fellow officer gamble away a chunk of an engineer park at cards.

Diary scan, February 14, 1916 (Monday)
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February 14, 1916 (Monday)

Mixed weather. - It’s actual war. - Lay in bed like a couple of Piccadilly nuts till 10 - Had a bath and went back to bed to partake of tea & toast brought in by Scott about 11 - He is improving. - Took a walk down to Y.M. tent for a “Dead Horse Corner Gazette” - No mail in or out. - Another fine bright night, but I didn’t give them enough work to make the best use of it. - Another shell on the Dr. Stn. has mussed up our night stable. Wulverghem church is perceptibly growing less. - Artillery active on the left tonight. - Emma put in a word now & again.

Diary scan, February 15, 1916 (Tuesday)
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February 15, 1916 (Tuesday)

Clear, cold with high W. wind - Snow & rain last night. - The shake up has come after all - Robertson and Harrison go to England. - Pepler will get the Captaincy here and Macdonald with the 1st. - Morrow & I will get out Secs I suppose. Letter from Hazel today. - Harry Beatly was over. - Up twice today. - Came on a heavy rain this eve. - Very stormy. - Cancelled party - 8 P.M. - Artillery very active. - Opened just as I was coming down.

Where Things Stand

The Company Reshuffles

February 15, 1916

Pepler is promoted to Captain, Macdonald moves to the 1st, and Robertson expects to "get out Secs", take on a section of his own, part of the same slow churn of postings and promotions that kept reshaping who he served alongside through the war.

Diary scan, February 16, 1916 (Wednesday)
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February 16, 1916 (Wednesday)

Anniversary of my Military career. Still cold & windy. Communique says that Sunday’s strafing resulted in a loss of 500 yds. Trench. - Last night’s row probably counter. - Letter from mother today. - Spent all day writing. - Mac sick in Hosp. - Wandsworth. Went up front after dinner. - One of party killed by stray. - It’s pretty tough for a man to come over here to fight & then be killed with a sandbag in his hands. Called in to see Bill Scully & celebrate the departure of the old 21st from Montreal.

One Year In, and a Death With No Shape to It

February 16, 1916

"Anniversary of my Military career", one year since he enlisted, and then, later the same entry: "One of party killed by stray... It's pretty tough for a man to come over here to fight & then be killed with a sandbag in his hands." The death carries none of the meaning war deaths are supposed to have, no battle, no heroics, a man doing ordinary labor when a stray round found him.

Diary scan, February 17, 1916 (Thursday)
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February 17, 1916 (Thursday)

Clear - Cold - Moon all night. - Reported that recent show was on Guard’s Div. Front.- Failed in counter & have asked for Can. Troops to support new counter. Wrote a long letter home to ease my conscience. - Lay in bed all A.M. absorbing breakfast & news from the “Daily” & “Canada” - Saw that Lt. M. Johnson was in London. Must have got his Comm. O.K. - Another great night for work.

Diary scan, February 18, 1916 (Friday)
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February 18, 1916 (Friday)

Rain. - Rode up with Jack Calvin in the morning. Robertson & Harrison left for Eng. - Gen. Macdonald & Gen Leckie hit yesterday. - Fritz shelled all over our area & also dropped a few around here.

Relief night. - Spent the aft. & evening writing. - Moved out of the hut to room with Turner. - Scott wants to return to duty. - Box of candy from Grace R. - Lasted about so long. Gen. Armstrong called around.

Diary scan, February 19, 1916 (Saturday)
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February 19, 1916 (Saturday)

Full moon - 2.29 A.M.

Fair. - Not so much fun to sleep in, in new quarters. - Too dark to read in bed. Rose in time for lunch - Turner went on leave - Maj. Irving in. - Fritz dropped a couple more on Dranoutre. - 3 casualties. Started party at work. - Went up to R.E. - 4 co’y 2nd Bn in. Good bunch. Came back to job 9.30. - Party gone - Took [?] done. - Artillery due to light into Messines tonight.

Diary scan, February 20, 1916 (Sunday)
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February 20, 1916 (Sunday)

Clear - German planes had it over us like a circus tent today. - Were on the job from long before the Archies were up till after midnight. - Heard one or two when I was coming home. - J.M.C. & I had very narrow(?) escapes going up this A.M. Unexploded shell from A.A. gun hit tree under which Gus was standing. - Save us from our Antis. - Couple of bombs on Bailleuil. - Stayed home to dinner. Found McCarthy in trouble with lazy party from the 4th. - Kept them on the job till after 11. - Been a great day. - Seems like spring. - Noticed buds appearing on bushes.

Diary scan, February 21, 1916 (Monday)
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February 21, 1916 (Monday)

Clear. - Cold - Too cold to get up - Had a bath + went back to bed till Cur. came in at 12.30. Woke me.- A bit of strafing going on up north. - More air raids in Eng. Went up to the job 5.30 P.M. - Party about as energetic as last night. Stuck around till about 8 - Went over to St. Quentin’s for an hour or so & came back - Sent party home 11.05 - Came down & went to bed. - Finished “Wee Macgrecgor Enlists”.

Diary scan, February 22, 1916 (Tuesday)
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February 22, 1916 (Tuesday)

Cold - Snow. - Clear. Intended to go up this A.M. but too much of an effort to get out of bed. Rex Calbin shot thro’ lung. Will recover. - Gave the gang a short task and came home early. - Roads pretty slippery. Trying to rush work on Ring 35. - Gen. Hughes is away but returning on the 25th. Don’t want to get strafed again. Heavy fighting at Verdun.

Historical Context

The Battle of Verdun

February 21 – December 1916

The day before this entry, Robertson notes plainly: "Heavy fighting at Verdun." What he's picking up secondhand was the opening of the longest and one of the costliest battles of the entire war, a German offensive aimed at a symbolically vital French fortress city, intended, in the German commander's own words, to "bleed France white." It would grind on for most of 1916, alongside the Somme, and eventually cost close to a million casualties on both sides combined, without ever taking the city.

Diary scan, February 23, 1916 (Wednesday)
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February 23, 1916 (Wednesday)

Gas wind

Cold - Clear - Frost holding. - Too slippery to ride up. So stayed in this A.M. Rode up tonight but had to lead the horse from Bgde. Hqrs. Fritz dropped a couple on crossroads at Zweinbech. No material up. - Went up to R.E. Fm. to meet Alexander. Deep in a game of bridge so did not get home till late.- Two bus loads from the co’y attended the 3rd Field Amb. minstral show in Bailleuil - Sent McCarthy in.

Diary scan, February 24, 1916 (Thursday)
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February 24, 1916 (Thursday)

Still cold & frosty. Walked up with Pepler. - Ice 1¼” thick on shell holes - Calibrated myself coming down - 115-34” paces per min. - Dropped in at Heavy Battery. 8” How. moved out from Anti A. fm. last night . - Alex, Cur, Pepler & self went into Baileuil for bath this aft. - Met Mk.III Pope & John Gwynn. - Found a new place to tea. Went to the show - Dined at the Faucon. - Met the famous “Foghorn” Macdonald - Pretty cold coming back . - More bombs on Bailleuil. Stubbins “was present”

Diary scan, February 25, 1916 (Friday)
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February 25, 1916 (Friday)

Colder. - Kept house this morning, everyone else up the line. - Leave stopped. - O.C. says that Huns will make their final kick & war be over in June. - The Doc came round on an inoculation tour. - Took mine but have a fine sore arm tonight. - Didn’t go up the line so McCarthy has the party to himself. - Work stopped on cable buying job. - Working parties concentrating on defences. More snow tonight.

Diary scan, February 26, 1916 (Saturday)
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February 26, 1916 (Saturday)

✉ He also wrote to Doris this day

Wind shifted South. Milder - Snow going. - Wagons got up O.K. tonight. - Feeling rotten - Stayed in bed all A.M. - Cur says “we may recover but we’ll never be the same again” - O.C. laughs at us & is working a “carry on” bluff, but it’s got him just the same. - “He who laughs last - “ Big losses reported on Fr. front. - Rumoured that Turkey has capitulated. Doubt it. - Gen. made tour of the works. - Haven’t been strafed yet. Had to send McCarthy up alone again. - General atmosphere of something impending.

Where Things Stand

We May Recover, But...

February 25–26, 1916

The day before, the doctor had come round on an inoculation tour, leaving Robertson with "a fine sore arm." So when Cur says, the next day, "we may recover but we'll never be the same again," it reads two ways at once, the sore arm from the vaccine, and the accumulating toll of the front.

Read the letter he wrote home this same day →
Diary scan, February 27, 1916 (Sunday)
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February 27, 1916 (Sunday)

Weather broken. - German advance at Verdun reported outflanked. Another man killed on my job last night. - Getting more men from Macdonad’s party tonight. - Hughes seems to be wanting a lot of work on defences. - Fritz sniped me with whizz-bangs on the road going up. -

Turned out to be about 6” stuff - Heavy calibre for field guns but very short & having two driving bands. One man wounded in leg.

Diary scan, February 28, 1916 (Monday)
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February 28, 1916 (Monday)

Bombs dropped from planes on Neuve Eglise Rd.

Fair to rain. -

Turner got back from leave about 2 A.M. & related his experiences while going to bed. - I guess my chances of leave are in a class with the snow ball. - Happened to meet Cpl. Ellis on the way up this A.M. - He had already dug up the nose of my last nights’ startlers, but was kind enough to give it to me. - It’s a peach. - Mucked around & got back around 1.30 - Up again at 5.30 - Fritz put another of the same over & I hit the ditch. - 55 men tonight. - Turned rotten & wet - Came back to find myself almost homeless. - Mac’s new fireplace proved too much for my bed. Gilbert took over from Scott.

Diary scan, February 29, 1916 (Tuesday)
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February 29, 1916 (Tuesday)

Fair to rain.- In spite of last nights conflagration and subsequent inconvenience I slept till noon. At least after Morrow & Turner got out. Found the bed extra hard. - Due to Gilbert being a novice I guess. - Got a new bed made which is softer. - Pat used exp. metal on his. - Hence the anti-ostermoor feeling. - Maj. Sculh called this aft. - Report that 15 new Divs. came across last week. - More bombs dropped somewhere. - Small bunch of mail. - Another rotten wet night - Visited St. Quentin - Ft. Pinky & 26th Bty firing on Birthday Farm.