April 1916

Diary scan, April 1, 1916 (Saturday)
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April 1, 1916 (Saturday)

Fine - Warm. -

Pulled out of Berthen 8.15 A.M. after packing up for Gilbert. - Several halts near beginning of trek to allow 2nd Bn. Transport - 1st Bn & Div. Train to pass. - All O.K. from Westoutre. - Arr’d new billets 2.45 P.M. - Near Vlammertinghe. - A godforsaken looking country. Artillery on the strafe the whole time. Visited 1st Co’y this aft. & had a game of ball. - 8th co’y over here. Saw Ewart. Very comfortable billets, a bit crowded but will be jake when come of us move up to the line. - Saw Jim Matheson & Bob Eason as we came in.

Continual Artillery racket.

Diary scan, April 2, 1916 (Sunday)
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April 2, 1916 (Sunday)

Met Wop Stewart.

Hot. - Some row last night. - Hope it isn’t the usual thing. - Turner, Harvey, Alexander & self for front line - Turner and I came up this morning. - Country more desolate than I ever imagined. - Had my first view of Ypres - On arrival at R.E. dugouts, met a bored looking youth from the 7th F.Co’y who, with another chap took us around the place after lunch. - The big stuff drifts over here from all sides. The mess from last Monday’s strafe not all cleaned up yet. - Shell holes overlap. Pep has given me some C.T.s & supports to look after. - Blocked up by mud & dead people. - About 6 P.M. - Fritz started on Gordon Terrace with whizz-bangs. - Thank goodness we are 12’ underground. - Waiting for the stuff to come up, but we may wait as the tramway must have been knocked about.

Historical Context

Ypres, Already in Ruins

April 2, 1916

"Country more desolate than I ever imagined... Shell holes overlap." By the time Robertson gets his first look at Ypres, the city most readers associate with the war's later horrors, Passchendaele, fought in the autumn of 1917, has already been fought over for a year and a half, since the First Battle of Ypres in late 1914 and the gas attacks of Second Ypres the following spring. The ruin he's describing here comes well before the city's most infamous chapter is even written; he'll walk through the wrecked Cloth Hall himself three weeks later, on April 23.

Diary scan, April 3, 1916 (Monday)
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April 3, 1916 (Monday)

3 A.M. - still waiting. - Harvey & Alex got up with the men about 9.30 by making detour. - R.E. party has made several attempts to get out. - Two wounded. Fire on Gordon Tce. let up at Midnt. - Party went down for kits. - 1 A.M. they started a war on the rt. just beyond Canal. - The lid was off. Party got back with ½ the stuff just as Guy & Pete were starting out to look for them.

4.30 A.M. - Davey & Jim got up with Alex’s kit - Are going to get some sleep in our own dugout. - Place full of Durham L.I. - Still going strong on other side of canal.

Rolled our 7.30 - All men & kits safely up. - Several spent the night in shell holes. Hope this day doesn’t happen every night. - Kept house this aft. - Pep & Casey came up. - Went down to meet pioneer working parties. - Missed the rendezvous & got strafed by Webber (B.M.)

Finally got them up to the Hedge Trench by the Bluff. - Should have worked them in the International but too wet. - More smell around that place than imagined. - Boche snipers pretty busy. - Turner got strafed by the B.M. too. - All parties to work six hours. - To bed 2.30 A.M.

Diary scan, April 4, 1916 (Tuesday)
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April 4, 1916 (Tuesday)

And didn’t get up very early. - Pete had to go into billets so Cur. came up with Pep at lunch time - Was going over to have a look at Grand Fleet St. this aft but Fritz turn on M.G. on the high ground beyond Pear Tree so altered my mind. - Have a D of S & T job now. - Several 5.9 washouts on the line to be fixed up - Met a bunch of pioneers and took them up the left line to Grant Fleet St. - Came back cross country to R.E. dugouts. Went down the line to see the section gang. - Came back & kept Turner awake with the able assistance of Marion who had a party from the 3rd. - Is going back to be a political Major.

Diary scan, April 5, 1916 (Wednesday)
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April 5, 1916 (Wednesday)

Clear - Cool - Breakfast in bed & slept till 12.30. - Baker (9th F.A.) came in to lunch. - He’s a good scout. - Took a ramble up thro’ the support lines and found my way over to Gd. Fleet St. - A tall man would have a hard time up there. - Watched Fritz putting coal boxes and Woolly Bears across at St. Eloi. - They have been at it steady for almost two days now. - Met Fred Chidley again. - Visited Smythe, 2nd Bn & made a detail survey of Gr. Fl. St. - Kept on the go till 2.30 getting stuff up. - Chedderton I/c party. Made a last trip for I-beams but party gave me the slip.

Diary scan, April 6, 1916 (Thursday)
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April 6, 1916 (Thursday)

Dull. - On the go with the carrying parties. Two ripping letters tonight. Nothing doing in the leave line till 5 months is up. Wish I had gone to the II Div. Cut the grousing. It’s no bon for soldier.

More strafing at St. Eloi.

Diary scan, April 7, 1916 (Friday)
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April 7, 1916 (Friday)

Dull. - A bit of strafing at odd times all day. - Alex hot chased with whizz-bangs. Canon Scott was in. Got several trolleys running over part of the line. - Some heavy M.G. emp. frames to come up.

Diary scan, April 8, 1916 (Saturday)
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April 8, 1916 (Saturday)

A beautiful day. Alex and I started for a stroll thro the supports but Fritz started a 3 minute interval strafe so we altered out course. Visited McBurney & Sampson. Toured the Bluff & visited the crater. - Good system working on tram line tonight - Wedd I/c party. - Traffic jam in front of Dump. First load delayed by shells at Langhof. - All working parties taking in materials. Foggy. - Relief tomorrow.

Diary scan, April 9, 1916 (Sunday)
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April 9, 1916 (Sunday)

Cool. - Peerless & Bevan came up. - Parties as usual tonight. No delay at all to traffic in spite of 1st Bn. Relief. Some trouble getting mining cases. - Swiped some front tunnellers. - Kept on the go between Langhof and Woodcote. - Wrote a bunch of letters this aft or rather one long letter answering a bunch.

Diary scan, April 10, 1916 (Monday)
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April 10, 1916 (Monday)

Last train load up at 12.30 A.M.

Went down to Woodcote to look for Roe. He had gone. - Called in at 8th Bn - Don’t like travelling around the back country alone. - Hung around Langhof & Guided a 19th chap up to the bridge. - Lots of news of the craters. 6th Bde suffered heavily. - Germans in part of two. - Going after them right now. - Row started at 2 A.M. - After a powwow in the other D.O. To bed 2.45.

Up at noon. - Took a walk with Alex thro the BEAN & POLLOCK. - Fritz brought down a Br. plane. - Is Lying all crumpled up on our wire. - Visited 2nd Bn. Hdq. - Just missed some new bombs Fritz was trying out. - Got into a shower of Archies at entrance to Pear-tree. - Pulled out for billets 7.45 P.M.

I/c #3 - uneventful trip. - A few rear shells around. Arr’d billets 9.30 - spent the rest of the evening playing the new records.

Diary scan, April 11, 1916 (Tuesday)
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April 11, 1916 (Tuesday)

Rain. - Up at 10 am. Appreciate comfy billets after a few days up the line - Had a much needed bath this aft. - Met Bill Morris & Allie Gammell also Richardson, 42nd - Communiques seem to denote a wild time at St. Eloi. - Craters, taken, lost, regained, partly occupied by both sides. We are in all of them, but Fritz still holds on in two. - After dinner put the pontoons over on Alex & Pete for a flock of pfennigs.

Diary scan, April 12, 1916 (Wednesday)
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April 12, 1916 (Wednesday)

Rain. Wind. -

A nice miserable looking day. - Made it all the longer by getting up at 7.30. - Read two melancholy yarns in the post & wrote a letter. - Played the gramophone & wondered what I’d do next. - Our host proved to be the exception to the usual run of Belgians & passed round the cigars. - They are nice clean people. - The C.R.E. paid us a call. - Mac, Alex & I borrowed his car & drove to Poperinghe for supplies. After dinner, wrote letters.

Diary scan, April 13, 1916 (Thursday)
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April 13, 1916 (Thursday)

Windy - Clear - slept in. - This aft. took a trip with Pete. - Visited 6th & 5th Co’ys. - Fortier wounded on his first trip to the line. - Nice blighty - Lucky beggar. - Rex Carvin is convalescing at the Cecil. Am to go out with the C.R.E. in the morning to locate a new road & build it - No rest for the wicked.

Diary scan, April 14, 1916 (Friday)
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April 14, 1916 (Friday)

Clear - Cool. Showers. C.R.E. changed his mind. - Orders to report to 2nd Army Troops Co’y. - Went down and had lunch. - Met Rolston & McKendricks. - May be a good thing to work with them for a while as they are in direct touch with H.Q. They are a good crowd anyway. - No work for me yet. - Called on 8th Co’y and saw “La” Scott. - Spent the evening with Pete Alex & Chafley playing “Sevens upwards”. Will have to build a few more pontoons.

Diary scan, April 15, 1916 (Saturday)
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April 15, 1916 (Saturday)

Clear. - Windy.

Fooled around all morning. Visited 7th F.C.C.E. this aft. - Saw Newt Alford & a lot of the depot crowd. Casement came in with #1 sec.

Diary scan, April 16, 1916 (Sunday)
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April 16, 1916 (Sunday)

Clear - to rain. Nothing doing. - Church parade this aft. in spite of the Archies’ efforts to break it up. - Acted as Mac’s orderly tonight to test his “zone of safety” - Nothing in it - Shelled at Kruisstraat & transport fm. - Fritz bounced the shrapnel along the road like marbles - To make matters worse it rained - Mac is a beggar to walk with anyhow. Back at 1 A.M.

Diary scan, April 17, 1916 (Monday)
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April 17, 1916 (Monday)

Rainy. - Bevan, Morrow & Peerless back last night. - Rather crowds the place. - As we are out in rest everyone has a special job. - Ted Smyth was over this aft. - Discovered a volume of Shakespeare & have been perusing that all evening.

Diary scan, April 18, 1916 (Tuesday)
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April 18, 1916 (Tuesday)

Blustery. - Spent the morning on “The Taming of The Shrew” - Reported to 2nd A.T. Co’y after lunch and went up to look over the world. - It’s an awful neck of the woods. - Too new Kruistraat to suit me. - Went up with Joe at night - Fritz is fond of dropping 5.9s in the locality. Tramped around int he rain. - Called on Maj. Creor of the 12th Batty. Got back 1.30 A.M.

Diary scan, April 19, 1916 (Wednesday)
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April 19, 1916 (Wednesday)

Showery & cold. - Took a tour with Joe in the aft. & layed our some more work. - Very quiet. - Didn’t go out tonight lots of strafing going on.

No one seems to know how things are at St. Eloi.

Diary scan, April 20, 1916 (Thursday)
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April 20, 1916 (Thursday)

Fair - Showery - RAIN

Last night’s strafe did us no good. Guards lost trenches. - 13th had warm time in the crater at end of the bluff but hold it. - Gilbert McGibbon killed. - Everything too quiet tonight. - Dug into a lot of stiffs which rather spoiled the night's work - Toured the roads from Canal to Café Belge.

Diary scan, April 21, 1916 (Friday)
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April 21, 1916 (Friday)

Not much of a day - Cool & heavy rain this eve’g. - Everyone has the wind up. - Looking for Fritz to celebrate the 22nd - Rotten night for work. - These entrenching people are poor workers at best. - Some of them should never be out here. - Saw Norm McCaghey

Attempt to land arms in Ireland

German aux-cruiser sunk and Sir Roger Casement - renegade - captured.

Diary scan, April 22, 1916 (Saturday)
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April 22, 1916 (Saturday)

First Gas Attack - Ypres 1915

R.A.I.N. -

Rose at noon. - Read all aft. Loafed all ev’g. - G.H. called off work. - Massiaen left to join the Anzacs. - Horse line & several hits under water.- Too wet for the Huns to make their attack. - Couple of letters from home.

Hippo Horsey killed.

Sinn Fein troubles broke out in Dublin. - A lot of good fighting material going to waste.

Historical Context

The Easter Rising

April 24–29, 1916

Robertson notes the arrest of Sir Roger Casement (caught trying to land German arms in Ireland) and, the next day, that "Sinn Fein troubles broke out in Dublin", the opening of the Easter Rising, an armed uprising against British rule that would be crushed within a week, but whose executed leaders became martyrs who reshaped Irish nationalism for a generation. On the same day, Robertson also marks the first anniversary of the Second Battle of Ypres, the battle that had defined the Canadian reputation a year before he arrived in France.

Diary scan, April 23, 1916 (Sunday)
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April 23, 1916 (Sunday)

As nice a day as yesterday wasn’t. - Read all morning. - Took a walk up thro’ Ypres in the aft. Poked about in the ruins of the Cloth Hall. - An awful wreck. - Got back 6.30.

Joe going up tonight. - I’ll go tomorrow night. - Went up to 3rd for dinner. - Looks like I miss this tour in the trenches. - Others going up tonight.- Advanced billets “no bon”. - R.V. Mac’s comm. In. Wrote Hazel. - Wrote up a lot of last year’s diary.

Diary scan, April 24, 1916 (Monday)
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April 24, 1916 (Monday)

Fine & clear.

Read all morning - Loafed all aft. - Took a stroll as far as the 52nd to see Norm McCaghey - He was away. - Ken Stewart - McHendrick’s & Rolston were in. - Lots of planes up. Fritz shelled Kruis. corner with tear shells. - Made me sick. - Had to come home. - Rode G.H.’s horse down & lost that when I stopped at the 3rd.

Diary scan, April 25, 1916 (Tuesday)
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April 25, 1916 (Tuesday)

Warm - Dry

Took a trip round the country in the side-car with Joe. - Very warm & dusty. - Went up to the 3rd F.C.C.E. with Haigh, for most of the aft. - Taylor blew in to 2nd A.T. to be o.c. trench wardens

Morrow Killed

Diary scan, April 26, 1916 (Wednesday)
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April 26, 1916 (Wednesday)

Fred Chidley killed

Hot. Dry.

Writing in the morning. - Went up to the Co’y after lunch to get particulars re Cur. - Was hit by rifle grenade. - Heavy art. fire on front this eve. - Fritz retaliated on supports, with some heavy stuff in the back country. - Impossible for party to pass Kruis. corner. - Gas shells & H.E. - Took shelter in Art. H.Q. - Chalet Belge. Saw Bagg & Archie Gordon. - I Div. dump shelled & G.H. & I rescue 3rd F.C. horse. Fritz sprung a mine on 1st Bde front & later had another bombing attack at St. Eloi.

Diary scan, April 27, 1916 (Thursday)
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April 27, 1916 (Thursday)

✉ He also wrote to Doris this day

Hot. - Curs funeral in A.M. instead of aft. as arranged, so missed. - Rather sorry too. - Saw a bunch around Renninghelst. - Called at 1st Batty on way back - Saw Ham stayed there all aft. - Was not going up tonight only Joe’s leave came thro’ so had to go up with him. Came down fairly early, on a G.S. wagon.

Diary scan, April 28, 1916 (Friday)
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April 28, 1916 (Friday)

Hot. - Went up with Sgt. Jackson to look things over this aft. - Going to get levels & drain the place first. - Met Pym & got details of the Wed. night show. - Mine on 2nd Bn front cleared out two secs. of #4 Co’y - Capt. Kelly killed. Very quiet on work tonight. - Fritz put some big stuff in the field back of camp, which turned the men out. Boche airman dropped streamers with photo of Br. airman’s grave. - Packet dropped in read Swan chateau.

Where Things Stand

The Month's Toll, By Name

April 20–28, 1916

Nine days account for most of the deaths recorded in the diary all April: Gilbert McGibbon, killed on the 20th; Hippo Horsey, killed on the 22nd; Cur (Curzon Morrow), a colleague Robertson had worked alongside since January, hit by a rifle grenade on the 26th while covering Robertson's own turn in the line; Fred Chidley, also killed on the 26th; and Captain Kelly, killed on the 28th in a mine explosion. Cur is the hardest of these to read past: he's the same officer who, two months earlier on February 26, told Robertson "we may recover but we'll never be the same again." Chidley turns out to be more than a friend, in a letter to Doris that June, Robertson reveals he was family too: "a grandson of Uncle George Murray."

Read the letter written the day after Cur's death →Read the full letter about Chidley →
Diary scan, April 29, 1916 (Saturday)
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April 29, 1916 (Saturday)

Hot. - Got up for parade. - Went up in side-car to see day party. - Decided to dig long drain. - Read & slept all aft. - Buchanan, 13th arrived to take over Taylor’s job. - A great evening for work. - Rode up & came down about 10 P.M. with MacCallum - Retiring early. Nice gentle gas wind.

Heard Peerless was killed (27th)

Diary scan, April 30, 1916 (Sunday)
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April 30, 1916 (Sunday)

Warm

An awful day. - Nothing but scares - This is a poor war. - Mac was just waking me up to watch another bombardment at St. Eloi when the S.M. hammered on the door bawling out GAS. - Turned out on the double. Must say I went yellow. - No effects up here - Evidently all down on the rt. Back to bed at daylight. Went up and called on 1st Heavies but they know nothing. - Attack reported at S.B. Molen. - No working parties tonight. - Wrote letters. Gas alarm sounded 10 P.M. - All turnout out but no further signs so went to bed.

Where Things Stand

Must Say I Went Yellow

April 30, 1916

A gas alarm sends Robertson scrambling out of bed in the middle of the night. His own note on it: "Must say I went yellow." He admits fear the same way almost a year later, the night before Vimy Ridge, when he writes that he "got the wind up & made for the open country" under shellfire (see April 8, 1917, by which point he'd already been awarded the Military Cross). Fear, on his own telling, wasn't something the decoration made go away.